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It's been a long walk Sometimes I'd stumble, sometimes I'd crawl  --  (You thought you knew it all) But you know, through it all I always had it, deep down inside of me The person I didn't know I could ever be Pushing..to..be..found Yeah, just pushing me on and on, and on again Sometimes I, I couldn't hear I couldn't hear the words that I, didn't want to hear Mmmm..I didn't want to..hear That sometimes, I still don't want to hear But now he's near, and it's clear I can be, everything, I want to be It's deep down, deep down inside of...me Yeah, just pushing me on and on, and on again It's been a long walk Sometimes I'd stumble, sometimes I

Find me somewhere between here, there and yesterday Caught up, trapped in the melancholy medley within I have no regrets any more, only scars to tell tales My crumbled heart bleeds its blue blood to comfort my sin Once you've found me, turn away, run Hope I don't catch you, make up your mind Trembling finger curls, embraces the trigger Fire from my soul ignites like gun powder Heart's cannon booms, the world trembles akin I've caught you now, and I can never let go We've been falling toward something unknown Looking upward, we strive for something new Something unique to us, our own, noone else's Jealous eyes leer as our souls as

I felt the bile rise up in me Clogged my throat and made me weep Kneeled down and threw up my heart Watched it get up and run away My lungs were next to go Crawling out of..well, you don't want to know! They ran away, hand in hand And I tried to think, "That's not quite right.." But then my mind squirmed out of my ear And joined them just for spite!

I try I try I try to fly but I just can't get off the ground These poor broken wings of mine make the saddest sound It's the dull thud of a broken heart's beat And a little child's cry echoing through the night It's the sound that every man makes when ends just won't meet But I'll try, try again in this rat race called life Every time I fall off, you're there to beat me down So I'm here to tell you in so many words Hey..I'm going to try, try, try to fly.. And you're not going to shake this resolve of mine These poor broken wings try their best, they just don't know they can't It's the cry of joy that a mended heart makes when a ne

So now I say.. Please stand still Don't run away Please stand still Today's your last..day.

Tomorrow..I want to see Tomorrow..What's inside of me Tomorrow..is just another day Tomorrow..will take my life away So come with me And help me be The things I can't seem to find The strength to be what I need to be To be what's so deep down inside of me So, tomorrow, don't leave me here Because  my life.. Is just another yesterday. Tomorrow don't leave me here today Don't leave without the strength to say I can't find my own way So please come back to me Please don't just let me be I can't find yesterday Tomorrow swept it away Give me your strength, your hope your love And I'll be the purest, whitest dove

This may be just another one of those Sappy lil' love poems This may be just another one of those Dreams I cannot condemn Where my body turns loose Of my wild, bewitched heart Where my mind is of no use In this neverending dream apart It seems so hard to see Without gazing through opaque ruby As if you were just next to me So very near, hearts beating truly Now I've stumbled upon this midnight bliss Where witches and you, my goddess, roam free The cat's cheshire stare demands something amiss But, alas, its daunting words shall not hinder me As both heart and mind float forever free Drowning, pleasantly, within your sweet reve

Something new to replace something old A gaping hole with someone new to hold This was not the plan to begin with This was not the reason to end with It can't flow through me To seep into you Can't get you to listen, you see And that's why I'm through You try to change me The unchangeable mess You try to arrange me Put me under duress Got me fucked up thinking You could do this to me I told you this was it Now you've crawled back My hands around your neck Will you see now I don't want you here Now go the fuck away I feel the pain And I'm so confused You know I love the rain But I feel abused We were done, over with Dr